Rutherfordton, November 10, 2007, 3:33PM

Rutherfordton

Current mood:happy

well i finally got 2 go visit Jon @ his house... which i love by the way.  his living room is sooo huge!!! lol.  and i never really got 2 see his room cuz almost as soon as i got there i had 2 go change in his sister Katie's room *which i loved too* and then our mom's had 2 take like a million pictures and stuff. lol.  then we left.

and i got real nervous (for no reason) and i put my dress on and stuff.

then he got his uniform on (which he's really sexy in lol) and my mom made a big deal abt taking a bunch of pictures.

Then, i was surprised that my mom actually let me, but me and Jon rode in my mom's car by ourselves while my mom, his mom, and one of his sisters rode in his mom's car. it was fun.. and i learned that he lives out in the middle of nowhere!

but i love him and his family (from who i have already met).

then we got 2 his school and we stood outside a while, and i saw Caitie Stott who i hadn't see since Camp WOW and i talked 2 her for a bit. then i got cold so he took me inside 2 sit @ our table.

well we were in there for forever and we ate and when we were done we finally held hands.. lol. and we did for a long time til his sister came up 2 us and told us that someone said that it looked bad.. i guess it was just cuz my hands were under the table (cuz one was holding his hand and the other was just sitting on my lap) and because one of his was on the table. but i thought it was retarded and i didn't want 2 let go of his hand but he let go of mine :'(. and i thought it was funny cuz i'd never do shit like that infront of my mom or his mom or anybody!

but yea we ate talked a long while and then finally it was time to go 2 the gym and watch them play knock out which was funny. then afterwards we hung out in the dinning room and i waited on my mom to bring me my change of clothes then i went and changed in the bathroom.

then Jon walked me 2 my car and we held hands a lot and i walked him back 2 the front door of his skool. we stood there and talked a lil and he held me 2 keep me warm.. then he leaned down and tried 2 kiss me but i was freakin out abt my mom seein me (cuz she always yells at me for kissin in public) and i really shouldnt' have b/c i love him and that is just a way of showing it. but when he comes up in December i'll make up for that.. lol. but yea we kissed twice and then finally i had 2 go so i hugged him for a while then kissed him the last time and left. and i really miss him right now. i can't wait til me and him can live together.

but yea.. then on the way home i just started cryin when i was laying down on the seat trying 2 fall asleep but i don't know why i cried. but i think they were tears of joy and sorrow (b/c i have 2 wait a whole month before i can see him again).

well that just abt describes all that happened 2day...